Another day in my life

So it's thursday march 13, 2008.... I'm in Reading, PA now. Alot has happened in the last few months, and I haven't posted anything since it has. Sorry about that. So anyway here I go. Well Marvin came back into my life for a minute.. that was interesting to say the least. he stole over $300 from me and took off.... junkie! then i got into a fight with my grandfather, which i'm not proud to say happened, but it did, and i moved out. then, i ended up moving here with a friend, well i'm not sure what he is now, he was a friend, and every day it's something different, sometimes he's my friend, sometimes he's my room mate, and sometimes he's my bf it all depends on who he's talking to. which really bothers me. pick one and that's what i am.. period! make up your damn mind already!!! so i'm really not sure what i want in life anymore. what to do what to do........ i don't know....... i'm not sure....... i'm real confused by everything. if he would only talk to me about how he feels, or tell me what he wants i'd be ok, instead he says i dont know what to say or i dont know. it's weird. i'm just so disgusted with things at the moment. at least i have my meds and i'm not nutty or we'd all be in trouble. lmao. well i'm going to get going for now. and get some things done around the house. i will write again soon! until next time.............