Being confused really sux!

You know being confused really sux!! I hate being confused... still being confused over the same guy..........god if i could go and just chill with him for a while we could see whats really up or if its gonna just work out as friends... i hate having feelings for someone and i dont know what to do... maybe i should just i dont know........ i'm confused i feel stupid feeling confused about this kind of stuff i'm never confused about shit like this i usually have my head on straight... the only other time i was even a little confused about what to do had to do was with Marvin and that was when i was moving away and he was nervous that i was gonna find someone else and i waited the 7 months for him then another year and a half........ all i keep thinkin is that song by Jaheim..... Lookin for love in all the wrong places......... that's me that's for sure....... so i stopped lookin.... now i'm ready to actually have a relationship... yeah i can say for sure i'm ready.. i have my own issues to deal with but, i'm dealing with them and i think that it's time to have a realtionship or date someone at least idk....... or start something i think maybe...oh i'm going to make something to eat now.......... i'll be back to write more eventually though.....